So I haven’t written anything in a long time. I guess I just wasn’t sure if I wanted to or maybe I was just focused on other things. I guess maybe I was overthinking it. The best part about writing is that you can choose anything to write about. You can write about what is literally happening right now in your life and it doesn’t have to be perfect. In fact, the more real I am with everyone and everything, the more likely people are able to relate.
The last couple of years has been challenging on and off. I feel like I would make progress and then I would just end up getting set back. With DJ’ing it was always a matter of where I was versus where I wanted to end up. It was about how much I was making, and where I was DJ’ing at. It was about what music I was playing and was it what I enjoyed, and more importantly, was it what I set out to do in the first place.
It’s funny how some of the things you say no to you end up doing them anyway. Certain places that I was saying no to before I’m saying yes to now. I’m being more open-minded and understanding that I have to go through these places regardless. I’m so close to my goal but in meantime to make money I have to be grateful for the help that I get and the gigs that are available.
It’s funny how things happen. One person reached out to me but by the time I got back to him he had contacted someone else. This ended up working out though because I was under the weather anyways. Then throughout the day, someone else reached out to me for the following weekend and I said yes. It was almost as if it was meant to be.
Lately, I am just trying to go with the flow and not worry about anything no matter what. I just want to relax and just take everything day by day. I want to take the opportunities as they come. With the weather changing, I am ready for a new start again. I am ready for longer and brighter days. I am ready for new opportunities and new relationships.